Ok , its like this . I write this diary because i want to . Because i think it helps me . Helps in reviewing my life . my past . my id . Its not supposed to be a creative masterpiece because I need to read it late at night and tell myself ; " WoW ... az U really did fuck up then blah blah blah or ....Damn you were good son ... " . This diary started as a mean to stay my self . You really wouldnt know what i'm talking about because you dont know me and frankly i dont have a problem with it .A lot of people have started reading about Silent Spring lately . Some like it . Some dont . But some hate it so much so ...that they spam me . Come on people if you dont like it .. THEN DONT COME HERE . As long as i have one ass and we dont sleep together , I'll keep writing this way ( Erin Brocovich ).now 1 more important thing ... all those who die dont really die . Its actually GOD's way of telling us that they're so special that HE wants them with HIM . Thats it .Nothing more to it . We live in this world only once and i guess sharing both the good and bad times with someone makes it worth while .

Most of us live in preoccupations . Assumptions . What will he say , how will she react , what would happen , can i do it , would it be appropriate to do this , what would people say blah blah blah ... You loose more if you dont try than when you try even once ...Have you ever smelt the moonlight . ITs clear , cold and refreshing . It actually smells like a new born baby covered in Johnson's baby powder . It might not smell that way to you but it does to me .Maybe because i like babies . Anyways the jist is that you wouldnt know unless you try ... so get out of that shell and try something really really outrageous .This is what actually helped me out . Writing a diary like this with all my "thingyz" on the table was something i didnt really expect from myself but i had this help from someone who kinda made me rethink myself . Now im here . And I like it .Sleep tight .