there are times when i feel like writing . but its not necesary that im in a good mood . then i wait it out .u know i act more sane and then im more of a poet instead of some prick sick of this world .

ive not been a really nice boy these few weeks . I feel like this derailed train . No... i feel like a derailed locomotive . Locomotive sounds more inhuman. more indifferent . yeah . i feel more inhuman . I know it sounds crazy but its true.I hate the way im wasting my time but i cannot help it . May be i can and im just not trying hard enough.All i have to do is get up and tell myself 'You can do do it !!! ' . But i dont . I dont know why but i dont . Its so annoying . I think i ran myself out of the race . Its like drowning in a puddle of nothing .

My law plans are going down the drain . Im not studying half of what i really should be aiming and i sleep all day or im on music.And once i get hitched to music , its bye bye birdie for me.

lets see if i end up doing what i planned for tomorrow .. Allah maalik hai ..