I wonder what would've happened if Abbu hadnt kicked me out back when i was 15 . I guess what happened , HAD to happen . Ofcourse it totally chaged my life . The way i talk , walk , eat and sleep .. every thing now is in blatant contradiction to what he wouldve wanted me to do or be ,.... i guess it is true that blood really shows .. im far more arrogant and rude than my father . Id like to think that im not but sometime i just know that im a bad ass . Anyways .. not that its personal ... its just that i am still under his influence . Im still fighting him .. consciously or sub consciously ... ...im growing out of it now . i know .


i was watching that movie yesterday .. Remember the Titans.. its a really nice movie. D.Washington at his best . ...Ill watch 13 ghosts this week again . MAn i cannot get over that movie ... SOOOO cool .


I still havent watched the videos shoeb gave me for the training . I have to get over em before i leave for lahore again . But thers no chance of leaving before december because im having my semesters . Ofcourse im not gonna skip these one's too like i did last time . I probably hold the current record of being in the Karachi University for the longest time WITHOUT getting a damn degree ... heheh .. im kinda like the Big Brother now who knows every one and still finds himself short of attendence or in someother shit ...God , and im actually enjoying it now ...


Its shab-e-baraat . I can hear all sorts a patakhaz and stuff . I wonder if these kids actually know that its not actually our thingy . It was actually started by the Hindus long timeback .. The asses play all night instead of praying . Man they're stupid and wasting their time ..


I gotta update my diaries this week . islamonline is dueeee . A lot of articles came in this week . Now i might hafta call Kamran to help me with all the work load .thequran and mohammad will have to wait till i get some air back in the bags ..


its sabeen's birthday next month and I have no idea what to get her.She already has everything . And im such a kaddu that i dont even know what she'd like . Maybe ill take both of them out or maybe ask dilawar what to get for her .. .


I have to complete some pages of the diary . Ive noticed that there's a lot of chaos in my links . Im sure it kills u guyz too . got this new template ( my second this week ) and this is meant to be really simple , Again !! . Lets see if this works ...


will be adding one word a day of urdu with its translation so that shaima , jen , sarah etc get to actually understand what ive written ... happy guyz ..!!! I am working on a separate glossary aswell but that'll take time
today's word is KADDU which is a green fat tasteless vegetable . Its usage quite rightly indicates a pea brain at work . that is Me ...OH .. and all the words will be featuring in the most recent entery ... heheh...i kinda like this now ...So all u kadduz out there .. watch and learn ....


Laterz