i dont know all the details yet . My cousin got roughed up by African-American's real bad last week . Details are still coming in . He's in San Francisco . Something to do with a stubble .


Sallo Khaala ( aunt ) called mummy n told her everything . She kept sobbing for an hour or so . Even ammi was worried . They've been in the US for more than 20 years now . It just isnt safe anymore . It really is very disappointing . He's just 19 . And he was never a VERY religious person . But I called him yesterday and he sounded so different . Pensive . “ bhai , kuch kerna paray gaa ….“. He was just a kid . But now he’s in the middle of something that his parents had dreaded for long .


Why cant we live together peacefully . Why cant we accept others . Why is there so antipathy towards other races . Religions . Why is there Ethnic violence . Why are there extremists .


I feel so .. .


No .


I don’t feel anything .


Im numb .