The meeting at Interflow went smooth . Javed Akhtar will be coming from india on the 16th and I have bohot kam time to prepare the show for him but im working at it . Im gonna wrap it up before the deadline .I wont be meeting Aamir Khan which is unfortunate .


I hope the focus group for “harry puttar” worked out well . The two gurls working with us are working smart if not hard and im already learning from them .


Zaheer Khan and I are settling into a nice friendly pace . We discussed possible locations and it seems that he likes to hear me talk . Or mayb im flattering myself . But from the looks of it , he is genuinely interested in pushing me into making decisions . Aallh khair karay .


Momo’s been very rude lately and it seems that she’s lost all respect for relationships . She reminds me of my father who would hit and curse anyone around him if he feels he has to . He never had any regard for those around him and always treated everyone like crap expecting them to wait on him . For her part , mom never raised a brow cause she never felt that she must .Although momo is not this insane filhal ,she is willing to throw away everything just to prove she is going through a bad patch . She constantly alters reality for no apparent reason , assumes and for some reason , does not express herself pura . Mind you , she is like this only with people who would take her crap and try and understand her . Those who don’t bother about her , get a sane persona . I say this is not too bad and I might learn this aswell however Im not too sure if id be happy using this ploy anywhere .


Mayb her family mental instability is catching up with her , but I always felt that if I make her think that im with her , she would feel she can take everything out on me or along with me . But now it seems that she never wanted to . I guess she wants it this way .For my part , I can only stay around when she wants me to and hope that she realizes the difference between friends and foes . I can no longer expect her support in dire circumstances and this fact pains me . What I will do inshallah is that I will stop expecting so that next time she decides to stab me , I can stay afloat . If ure into economics , my opportunity cost ratio and learning curve in this situation would be anything BUT conventional . hahahaha


My dilemma is simple . I cannot detach myself from those around me. I cannot ignore their issues and i force them to deal with their problems head on . This is something that i might have to change if i want to help some friends cause they are as dud as a cucumber. Having said this , i feel the first person i have to apply this to is momo . If she'll keep going on this way , she will end up somewhere she already fears . I must be there for her but in ordre to do that , i need to be more resolute than i already am . Another test .


My nose suddenly goes bad without any notice and now I fear that the grapevine might have been true . They said that if u get a nose operation done , its never the same again .However I have my fingers crossed .Yesterday I had to lie down on the table for 10 mins in the office to stop the pain .this is absurd .


I spoke to kishwer aswell . Vil Inshallah get her a job offer from our channel . She deserves a nice working environment and with her experience , im sure I can fit her somewhere in the post production .


For some odd reason , I feel like having sex .