Our Technical Head JT is now a father . His wife gave birth to an 8 pound baby boy in US on Friday . The mother and son are doing good mashallah . The picture below is the first picture he got that his relatives sent him from US . I was the first one to see the pic here . Its amusing . I named him JT since his name is Jan Mohammad Nizamani and he is the channel’s Technical Head .Now everyone throughout Interflow calls him JT .Waisay All babies look the same . I recall nareeman’s new born and their pics . They were all red , petite and delicate . Its amazing how HE works .





Ammi called yesterday and I even spoke to abbu after almost a year . He wants me to move back to US in a couple of years . I lied to him dil khool kay.I told him I will . I kept saying jee jee to whatever he said . I don’t doubt his intentions but I cannot have him ruin everything again . This time only I will be blamed and rightly so if I let him . The work here is going along fine I guess . I havent done anything substantial regarding production in the past few days now . My boos seems very busy and ive already done what was assigned by her . So I guess I have to wait .


Before Ammi’s phone call , I felt left out . She had been calling every one . Irtiza . Farah . She even spoke to nanna ammi . But not me . I thought about it hard. The past week has been hard for me in a lot of ways . Its been easy in a lot of ways aswell . I have again and again thanked HIM for everything . Ive oscillated between the two extremes . Ive felt alienated . Ive felt other wise . felt like ive contrinuted and then at times felt that I haven’t been a good kid afterall . Ive just been a man . I haven’t been a kid lately. I haven’t been whining . I haven’t vented . I haven’t confided . I haven’t felt like myself. But I guess I have been in one piece and that’s what matters .I have mastered the art of deception .I deceive everyone along with myself . I wonder if this metamorphosis is permanent or not .