I am ecstatic right now . I have a life most people would envy . I have a loving family who have a weird way of showing their affection for me .They kick me out . They don’t ask me if im doing well or not . Yet I know it will all come together . At times I feel like shutting everyone out because they don’t understand me but ive suppressed this urge lately .Maybe its because I recently have witnessed some very candid emails which has forced me to write in less slyly . Someone who I have never met has made me do this . Incredible . It has worked for me . I have someone up there who likes me .The way I was rescued from the hands of these psychotic petty minions branding my sect as an abomination and using religion for their benefit is a miracle . In the process ive explored so much . Now I am more in touch with my real self . I never wouldve been this happy if it weren’t for this hacker .She made me stand up for myself to a certain extent . She used those I loved against me .
The only one who doubted me is there no more and I remain friends with those who had faith in me . Im even more close to them now .God Forbid if I would’ve committed to these fickle hypocrites , I would’ve been in deep shit .Today I am a notch above the rest . I always was an enlightened muslim who knew the power of religion . Now I am a determined muslim who will one day enlighten these minions that using bits and pieces of The Book is not an accomplishment . The moment you hurt you brother , you infringe upon the very roots this religion stands on .The hacker called it a Jihad . Her jihad was really worth it , I do say so myself .The initial agony was too much to bear but when things cleared up , I realized that this was only collateral damage for her . Her motives were vile . Khair …. .I didn’t have any use for these minions anyway . Im glad its all over .
Coming back to my ecstatic mood , I have an amazing job .I am respected here although I have a long way to go . I have to keep to myself and make sure I don’t soften to much . I have to be stern and authoritative . Tall ask for someone like me but I have decided to take it head on .Someday I will make a film about this all . Ill call it , “Life” .True , not an original name yet it will be an inspirational piece of work . Oh before I forget ; thankyou ali for going through the trouble of emailing me the article that mentioned me . It was very flattering .Id like to be vain right now but id save my vanity for the end of this page .
My parents have been understanding lately . They seem to get it late but hey its never too late . Ghoom phir kar wapis aana hee tha . Though I would’ve wanted them to acknowledge me BEFORE the world did , yet I must not be ungrateful about it. I have been more explicit with them . In a nice respectable manner . These are difficult times for them and I wished I could be there in the US for them . However my mother is having a ball there . Its amazing how they both agree on my allegiance to this family now .And for years through their differences , they dragged me through a spate of professional degress , Air force recruitment courses , Chartered Accountancy exams and what not . Not to say it was all in vain .The ‘whose side are you on’ is now toned down and they have now grown to respect my individuality . They realized that this boy will be resilient . A friend said that they might be faking it , because they want me to settle in the US with them .. laikin I wouldn’t mind anything as long as I get to make films for a living . This is the only way I think is stronger than my words .Some of you read me regularly . Some don’t . Some hate me . Some love what I write . IT basically boils down to how you look at this anonymous writer . If you want to find fault , be my guest . But when I make a film , then you wont be able to do anything about it . There would be no guestbook to spam , no email account to hack and no deceitful degenerates to graze at .
I am listening to “O ri chori – Lagaan” . Oohohoho , he is gay .. !! stay away .
TODAY 
