I have to go to Raza’s place again .I haven’t been able to talk to his mom abhi tak tameez say. Properly . I know when Ill talk to her and get back , it’ll take me a while to get out of this phase . It’ll get worse . It’ll probably conjure more whiny entries !.Im not sad pura pura . Im mad .Mad at the apathy . At the hate .At the illiteracy . At the indifference . At the so called educated karachiites . I know I have to get out of this or else im gonna loose it . Ill face the music kal .Ill go and hug auntie and tell her that everything will be alrite . I will miss Raza .He was a nice Kid . I would miss his phone calls where he would go on incessantly about the new uniforms , the times when he’d call me to ask if he should wear a blue shirt or a white shirt with the blazer .He was a little crazy but I like him the way he was .


The day this all happened , my car broke down in the morning right in front of the National Stadium on my way to work . Well , I got out and literally kicked Dhanno . I call her Dhanno . Someday I’ll tell you why I call my car that .Khair as I was standing beside my Dhanno checking her out , this man came and grabbed me from the back . I jabbed my elbows in his stomach . I was all set to be the hero of the moment like any idiot would be .. Haalaat kharaab hain .. Never resist a mobile snatching attempt .. same goes for a carjacking attempt .. Anyways when I turned around , it was Moiz . God it had been YEARS since I saw him last !! . He looked in fine shape .We hugged and I told him about the issue .He offered a lift to the nearest workshop but I could tell that he was in a hurry . So I declined .He lives just behind Agha Khan. We exchanged visiting cards . I called a friend who came with a mechanic . Moiz called me in the evening .So much has changed , he said .He got married . Got divorced . Now he’s planning to go back to UK permanently .Sheesh . And I thought he would never have this problem . I mean he’s an established model . A great friend . An amazing Job . A very loving Family . What else would a girl want . !!. Kuch Larkiyaan Pagal hotee hain ..Aur Saaray Larkay paagal hotay hain … =)