They say Perplexity is the beginning of knowledge. The past 24 hours have be hectic . We had to take my grandma to LNH for an ECG . She had to be admitted in the CCU . She’s better now . I’ve managed to dismiss my pessimistic thoughts about future and again decided to take the bull by the horns . Taking everything with a grain of salt is the best course of action abhi and im glad I have the balls to do it . Yeh bhee acha howa that this phase came abhi hee . Waisay it remains to be seen kay how do I deal with this.


I’ll be focusing on work . The DVD’s that I ordered for my Show have come in but im not too happy with the ultimate result . There’s a lot of noise .I have to take care of this somehow .Then I have to get the pilot approved and schedule the rest of the show .Then id plan the video that I hafta do with Ali Zafar and Jawad . That’s gonna take up most of my time.


Nanna Ammi was shifted to CCU 2 today . She’s better mashallah .We’ll be moving her back soon I hope . I have been dropping and picking people up from Liaqat National Hospital for the past 48 hours .But my sister has managed well. Ammi hasn’t called in two weeks now .I wonder what she is up to .


A man can be free without being great, but no man can be great without being free. Here on this blog , I free myself in every sense .I sometimes forget that this is my absolution from everything .I take it this way and no one else has the right to judge me . There are those who give with joy, and that joy is their reward .I sometimes forget this too.Baadam khaanay parain gay . I forget that I must not worry about this so much that it pushes me into a paralysis .I know this and im thankful to Him that I find the beckon only after a few moments of destitution . For me , this is success .For me , this is me making a difference in my own miniscule manner .To the world I ramble , but then again I make sense to those who have faith in life itself .For some , half of what I say is meaningless; but I say it so that the other half may reach you. Some of you will always read me through your biased sight . Some will read only the first half and the rest will understand the other half . Hey I would be a kaddu if I whined about it . Come to think of it , I sometimes do . Hahahaha …. If I accept the sunshine and warmth I must also accept the thunder and lightning. Bring it on !!!


Trust in dreams, for in them is the hidden gate to eternity. (Gibran)