The concept of collective identity is infinite .the futility of being an exception consumes only a few of us . Every day of your pathetic life , you are being put into a little box by the society by the way you look , the way you walk , the way you perform in social gatherings , the way you should practice your religion . I say be an individual . Be the person that can be remembered . Be that one person who can be connected to more than one soul and be the difference in someone’s life . But make sure you don’t loose yourself in this quest . If you compromise day one , you will forever be negating the child inside of you . Be an individual, don't make it easy to be dismissed in a sentence. Make a difference . Be Noble and Humble .The quest must go on . I saw this quest in Sid’s eyes today . But I don’t see myself stooping as low as her . Working on Individualism means working on yourself , not defaming others . Someone today mentioned that women are either too polite to claim their rights or in the other extreme case are too vicious when it comes to team work . I only halfheartedly agree with this notion . I have seen the extreme today but ive personally know women who are making a mark in today’s world but less vicious endeavors . For my part I can safely say that Sid needs to go a long way before she realizes Happiness is right next to your soul rather than the pay cheque .


Today I realized that I am a better man than most around . Call me Narcissist but I have been tested in countless ways in the past 2 months . On a personal note , I feel whenever I thought I cannot take it anymore , something of a comparatively larger magnitude happens and I find myself being more patient and grateful . I found out that I can survive and that there is really someone up there who likes me . The past two weeks have been really exciting . I have managed to shed the skin one too many times and that I better let it be . Today I realize that my mother’s prayers work for me cause if it hadn’t been for her prayer , I would’ve been on the streets right now . I miss her a lot and I want her here right now but there is nothing I can do about this so id shut up about this for now. Sid even used my mute expressions to play against me but my boss saw through all of it .


I will rise again to reclaim the Higher Ground. I refuse to backbite , I refuse to antagonize my boss, I refuse to lie , I refuse to glamorize myself , I refuse to undermine the modest efforts that people make around me to make life easier . I saw today how someone who looks so composed and well mannered can be vicious . I must admit I wanted to retaliate but I will keep my peace for now . I was also forced to do the same and was on the brink of loosing it .Irrespective , I will be myself .I aint getting in this rat race . I wont finish last . I just wont race .