"Life would have no consequence,
If all I saw made perfect sense.
Life would not be magical,
If all I saw was logical.
So I question all I see,
To try and solve the mystery.
I've been living under delusion,
Led astray by my confusion."
its been months since i blogged here . i wasnt writing because of a host of reasons .Reasons i wouldnt wannt get into anymore . Filhaal i dont know what i have stored in for me because Fate is one mistress i havent been able to tame .My passion about people is still high .Im happy about how things are turning out for me .Because all in all , i might never be happy wiht the work I do . the urge to develop something larger than life might consume me but not just yet .The work load is fine yet I feel there is more than I need to manage . So these days its work , people and life in general .
Since I didn’t have work experience before , I now realize there is so much I need to learn as a man . I have found it increasingly difficult to be conniving yet I have been blessed to a certain extent . Im still here aint ?!! yes . I realize that in life , the people who tear you apart are the only ones who can put you back together again . Somehow I want to work around it . I know I will be taken out of context , I will be misquoted and misunderstood . But I need to focus on soul rather than the shoal .Purity of heart is a cheap commodity these days and the consequence of life is only but dependent on one’s perseverance to accomplish the task at hand by fair means .I write today after eons because I feel pure of heart again . I hadn’t felt like this in ages . I was stuck in the rut working and not realizing that there were people who needed me around them . These people are the onez I love and cherish . Talking like a pro eh azey .I bet life is laughing at you right now .