Life is all about choices . The choices we make determine how we would turn out to be in years to come .No wrong . The choices we make don’t determine anything . We think it matters how we choose but somehow it burns down to one thing . How we decide to live up to our own expectations . Because ultimately we will live by out choices not by their perceptions . So in effect we determine how we let these choices impress upon us . In effect we decide how to react on something and how not to . In effect we control what hurts us and what doesn’t .What is strictly something we can encompass what we cant .


Why this barrage of thoughts ? Because im wondering what I am doing in Dubai . Why am I even here ? Its nice here . A little warm but somehow I don’t fit in . Its too cosmopolitan a city for me . Im but a farm boy here wondering if its all a big glamorous dream with beer flowing in silence and ravishing virgins standing along the pavement greeting us as if nothing else mattered .I wish I were like you .


A man here has meant more to me that those who I have lived with for years . So I have learnt a lot about life itself.


I will be heading back soon . Back to my womb .Things are the same old there . I will jell in . Just fine .